Learning To Find My Word(s)
Why have I been chasing happiness my whole life when bliss was here the entire time?
— Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love
I am a mystery. You can come close but you may never truly understand the depths of my layers. I am a confident boss babe with a bold attitude that strikes with no fear. You can see an infinite amount of galaxies in my eyes, so don’t stare too long or you may get lost. I am kind, compassionate, and nurturing. Mix it all together to get an irresistible sensual combination. May my passion light my path to success. I am not afraid to speak my truth even if the whole world attempts to duct tape my mouth shut. I present new opportunities for all that enter my life. I allow people to start over, to allow them to try and be their best self. I am a fierce motivator for those I love.
I am not here to push positivity and blessings, I am here for the hard soul work that moves people to transform into their best and most secure sense of being. I am a movement maker. I am here to shake up the status quo because I am never it. I am a crucial member of my growing community. I have an important voice that deserves to be heard. My voice is my superpower, my greatest weapon.
I am a phoenix who rose from her ashes to empower herself and others. I exude love and warmth. I use my sensuality as fuel to pour unconditional love into myself every day. I am a divine feminine with big daddy energy. I am a fearless leader and I will make it known. I have suffered many losses in my life but I never let that keep me down. At times, the losses do haunt and plague me into moments of stagnation. But when I am healed or on the path to healing, I make magic happen. I move forward and step into my new skin, becoming a better version of myself.
I am a fighter. I am an independent thinker with precise mental clarity. I fight harder for a clear mind than most people. I am a goddamn warrior. I work diligently to make my dreams come true. I have been through the depths of hell only to come out with my soul and white light intact, ready to go through the battles once again. I am an alchemist for my own life. I use my magic to turn my pain into victories. I do not tolerate any subpar behavior as I am not afraid to swing my sword.
I am the master of my own life. I am the new wave. I don’t ever want to look around and think there’s nowhere left to go. I am choosing to let go of any negative energies, tensions, anxieties, and memories that are no longer of service to my highest and greatest good across all planes of my existence and lifetimes.
I fight for others. I give a voice to those who feel as if they have no voice. I am the brains and beauty. I take the knowledge that I have learned and researched and bring forward for others to learn. I love discovering the wonders of my imagination. I am adventurous, free, wild. I embrace my unique ideas and invent newness on the daily.
I maintain a harmonious balance in all that I do. I use logic and rational while also using heart and emotions. I will go to war for my loved ones. My continuing growth of exceptional knowledge drives me to learn everything that life has to offer. I take what I learn and apply them to life in conventional charming ways.
I am powerful. I am deserving. I am not my current circumstances. I am infinite. I will be okay. I am okay. I rise above the depths of my emotions. I am a divine being with the power to rise above any struggles I am up against.