The Key

Unknown

Currently playing: I Get High (On Your Memory) by Freda Payne

December 15th, 2014

Caffeine withdrawal?!? I should be studying for US History but music 🙁

I get high on your memory.

Styles P, Good Times

December 17, 2014

Patiently waiting for this “leather” smell to go away.

January 5th, 2015

9:35 pm

Things I wish I could’ve thought of, but I didn’t, but are relatable:

• “When I’m lying in bed, I think about life and I think about death and neither one particularly appeals to me.” — Nowhere Fast by The Smiths
• “A year ago, everything was different. I wouldn’t have pictured myself like this. And now that I look back, I have realized that a year can do a lot to a person.” — Unknown
• “Leave your pain on paper…”
• “If you want to kill your self, kill what you don’t like. I had an old self too, but that doesn’t mean you got to stop living.” — Vorgus
• “I meant to say, “I’m on the verge of a breakdown and I want to die.” But it came out as, “I’m tired.”” — Unknown
• “Note to self: I am sad and that is okay. Perhaps one day, I won’t be so sad anymore. But in this moment, I am sad and that is okay.” — Unknown
• “Nothing kills you like your own mind.” — Unknown
• “Happiness in intelligent people is the rarest thing I know.” — Ernest Hemingway
• “I don’t think people understand how hard it is to explain what’s going through your head when you don’t even understand it yourself.” — Unknown
• “If only they would pay attention to the words I write rather than the ones I speak, maybe they would finally start to understand.” — Unknown
• “Oh how beautiful it must be – living without justifying your existence.”

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Time will pass; these moods will pass; and I will eventually, be myself again.

— Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

“Nobody realizes that people, some, expend tremendous energy merely to be normal.” — Albert Camus

What I am made up of: stuff 😛

More things I wish I would’ve thought of but didn’t:

• “Even my happiness is laced with sadness.” — Unknown
• “My heart has always been too heavy for my chest to hold.” — Unknown
• “I was pretending, the way I often did, pretending to have a personality. I can’t help it, it’s what I’ve always done. The way some women change fashion regularly, I change personalities. What persona feels good, what’s coveted, what’s au courant? I think most people do this, they don’t admit it, or else they settle on one persona because they’re too lazy or stupid to pull of a switch.” — Gillian Flynn
• “I know I should be better, but I have no idea how to get there.” — Unknown
• “I am unable to describe exactly what is the matter with me. Now and then there are horrible fits of anxiety, apparently without cause.” — Vincent Van Gogh
• “I only write when I’m falling in love, or falling apart.” — Unknown
• “My mother’s trust issues are leaking into my chest, and I’ve got my father’s nose and his tendency to stop calling back.” — Unknown
• “The people who are meant to be in your life will always gravitate back towards you, no matter how far they wander.“ — Unknown